Hakuna matata

please wait

2009-05-25T02:20:00.000-07:00

Jim:

I love you more than yesterday but much less than tomorrow..

Hello!! jump jump here! wohhoo~ :P gona update abitbit

i look smart?? heheeh :p

Jumper's new pets: 牛奶 and 布丁

牛奶is gong gong's and 布丁is mine!

look whos studying?! !#$%^&>.<

That day went to Ikea with Gonggong jumpjump xing and mark :P

also went to leisure park's cold storage to buy alot of food home to cook tgt! :p hee

Happy Mother's Day!

Suddenly tommy grow so tall le! >.<

3 of our hands

Flower and cake all the way from USA from Susy and Yeni (:

hai.. miss mama so much.. :( i think mama must be feeling reli sad..

i noe tt feeling too.. being alone...

on my birthdays, chiristmas, chinese new year, parent meeting session.. for all the occasions,

my mama couldnt be here, and all i could do is to look at other ppl to have their love ones around them.. sometimes i wish, i yearn for..

even if is argument.. even if is scolding.. i also want.. i also want mama to live with me..

i think she must feel the same way.. in the cold cold winter, walking on the street alone.. look at how other mothers and daughters celebrating.. she must be tearing.. :(

Think about she has to celebrate this big day of hers all alone by herself.. :'(

i feel i have failed to be a daughter..

The thought of her sitting infront of the TV and watching this funny loving show...

when she turns her head so the seat beside, wanting to say: 寶貝！你看。。

i am not there,

noone is there to hear and listen to her share.

:'(

對不起

i promise.. i will bring you here... really soon... i will.. wait for me...

i miss you...

wake up in the middle of the night, thinking you would be beside...

emotions

2009-05-05T00:43:00.000-07:00

For Bitch and fuckers:

Try to listen to my heart beat.

You’ll not be able to see into the heart of mine

so grateful because people are so blind

I will shout my grief in the crowd

I will speak the anger out so loud

I could share all of my nightmares

nowhere round

Cause Silent Anger would destroy all around

And then you’ll listen to my heart beat sound

But it will be so late to fight my fears

It will be so late to wipe my tears

Cause pain created a beast out of child

Sorrow had made me so wild

Try to listen to my heart beat.

For myself:

Possessing wisdom

Result of hard work

Gaining trust

Asking forgiveness

Waiting

Enduring pain

Sacrifice

True friendship

Moving on

Fatigue

Guidance

Strength

Hope

Faith

Growing wise

Responsibility

Love

it takes time

For him:

Who knows where the road will lead us
Only a fool would say,
But if you let me love you
I'm sure to love you all the way.

- From the song "All The Way" -
(by Frank Sinatra)

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

For Friends:

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.

- Brittani Kokko -

I believe in angels,

The kind that heaven sends,

I am surrounded by angels,

But I call them friends.

- Aizabel Parinas -

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

Among life's precious jewels,
Genuine and rare,
The one that we call friendship
Has worth beyond compare.

Many people will walk in
and out of your life,
but only true friends will leave
footprints in your heart.

- Eleanor Roosevelt -

Friends will come and friends will go,
The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will you,
But our friendship stays, strong and true.

A friend is someone who walks in
when the whole world has walked out.

My favorite:

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -

i feel like drawing again...

night cycling

2009-05-03T22:25:00.000-07:00

My surprise from gonggong~ new Bike >.<

After all these years.. almost a decade.. Mark made one whole big round.. then he got back to this girl name Liu Xing 劉星, also from tkp.. previously also in the same CCA as all of us..

haha ten years ago they were friends.. ten years later they suddenly got attracted. ?? hahaha

Mark

Tom

xing

jim

Some last min cannot come >.<>

Hungry le~~~ >.<

Looking for yummyyummy~~

see.. the mouse also hungry >.<

instant noodle become super tasty when i am really hungry >.<

Mark's bike is down...

Gonggong trying to fix it

gongong: "Mark, cannot ah your bike, no cure already. let's dumb it into the river then go get another bike."

Mark:" ?! "

the rest:"hahahahah"

Mark trying to murder the brothers.. in the middle of the night.. in the middle of the road -_-

Another record 8pm-8am

John ask: we spin bottle to decide direction.. what if the bottle points to the sea? do we go indonesia? ahahha"

We went into this construction area..we need to carry our bike up 4 level of stairs.. it was so dark and dusty.. cant really see the surrounding..but it wasn't scary.. until we heard barking! there was this dog bark so fierce!!!! then everyone was so calm?? i dunoe why.. still carry the bike slowly up the stairs, my heart was pumping so fast le la!! hehehe then after awhile i phew.. cause guess the dog was locked?? then i ask them you if they weren't scared?? ahhaha all of them break out into laughter and said they were actually freaking scared la! ahahah all just act cool only :P anyway.. when we finaly got up, this is the scene ((:

exercise is good!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA MIN~!

PJS

最近的我好懦落，好沮喪。

我也不想這樣吖。。

從前的活潑跟陽光都失色了。。

一直告訴自己

就算跌倒也要豪邁的笑。。。

。

就算跌倒也要豪迈地笑。

really love the song "cry" by kelly clarkson

2009-04-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

~Thinking of you~

You said move on

where do i go?

i guess the second best

is all i will know

Cause when i am with him

i am thinking of you

Thinking of you

what would you do if you were the one

who were spending the night

oh i wish i was looking into your eyes

He kissed my lips

i taste your mouth

he pulled me in

i was disgusted with myself

~Cry~

If anyone asks

i'll tell them we both just moved on

When people stare

i'll pretend that i don't hear them talk

Whenever i see you

i swallow my pride and bite my tongue

pretend i'm okay with it all

act like there's nothing wrong

is it over yet?

can i open my eyes

is this as hard as it get

is this how is feels like to

really cry

cry

If anyone asks

i'll tell them we just grew apart.

yeah what do i care

if they believe me or not

whatever i feel

your memory is breaking my heart

i'll pretend i am okay with it all

act like there's nothing wrong

is it over yet?

can i open my eyes

is this as hard as it get

is this what it feels like to

really cry

cry

I'm talking in circus

i am lying

they know it

why won't this just stop for awhile

is it over yet?

can i open my eyes

is this as hard as it get

is this what it feels like to

really cry

cry

i hate bee/wasp

2009-04-21T20:38:00.000-07:00

4 years ago i went to this old sch place that nobody suppose to enter with a group of friends, wanted to explore the place and watch the sunset from the roof top. the place was all filled with dust, spider web and grass that grow all the way to your waist, no one was there.. blablabla we happily climbed up to the roof top and had our drinks there. chill chat and yeah watch the sunset... and then one of us, happen to walk to the other end of the roof top and i dunoe wat he did, he end up breaking through the roof and half body was hanging in the air. While i was trying to slowly reach out to his hand hoping to pull him up. a swam of bee/wasp shoot up from the bottom came attacking me!!! because i was the nearest and tallest then!! we were all screaming and running around trying to escape. like mad. the pain was too much tt i jumped down from the 4th floor to the 3rd floor hoping to escape. my body and hand was all bloody... yeah.. straight away all of us rush to the nearest clinic. 10 stinks.. total 10! wth seriously. the doctor remove the stink one by one! 2 from my head, 4 from my hand, and 4 from my back. my friend who fell through the roof and accidently broke the bee hive had 4 stinks.. and the other 2 had nothing at all.. and one more girl had one stink. all the injection and all.. seriously bad experience... never gonna forget.. from then i have phobia with bee/wasp.

and today,

i did nothing, i just happened to take a taxi going for my dental appointment suppose to put my braces~ and how bad luck i can be? there is one wasp/bee in the cab. yes.. and it stunk me. -_-

once again.. i was in pain.. and sent to the nearest A&E TTS hospital..i cried like mad again. after all the check up, i was sent for observations for 4 hours... incase the effect come later. i tot, i dun think there wil be any effect? cause my body should be more or less immune to it? or isit my body immune system got worse now? i dunoe..

i reli hate that kind of pain! i wish i can invent a gaseous nuclear bomb that would only react to insects like this! bomb all the bee/wasp and cockroaches! hate them to core man!

while i was under observation in the hospital, cause i took like about 15 pills of medicines?? i think so.? was so unstable couldnt count at all. but yeah.. all those pills cause drowsiness, i was like half consciuos lying down while jim went to get some water for me.and this familiar face came to me, the taxi driver. he is damn kind. but damn funny. he actualy went to catch the bee/wasp which stunk me and put it in a plastic bag. and he made a police report about it. and he kept apologising... i was reli thankful... but.. the moment when he show me the bee/wasp again.. my mind was like.. screaming... dun want tt thing come near me at all... it was stil moving!!!! wth. but i was too weak to do tt.. all i said was thank you.. i am much better... hai...

SJQ 9 T and SJH 9 R

really love rainbow...

i used to love sunny days when i am outdoors doing sports..

now a days i realised

i love raining days when i am home.. resting on my bed reading and listening to music..i feel kind of relief when i see the rain pouring outside my window..

i used to love summer, always cant wait for summer to come so i get my holiday.

but now i prefer winter. really love it. the cold cold win blow on my face... make my face cold cold.. and then when my love one warm my cold cold face with his warm warm hand.. the feeling is so nice~~~ >.<>

i miss Taiwan's 4 seasons~~

Me and gongong made some plans for this this year...~ i went back to TW in march.. to HK in april.. this coming sat we are calling our old friends out for a midnite cycling :P cause we found some jungle trail in singapore! ehhehe just had our bics maintained~ all ready for the nite! hopfully.. no bee/wasp..... -_-

and in May... 8-10 we are driving up to malaysia~ hee to have 3 couples dates.. and also to celebrate birthday~ ((:

later in May around 17-31 going to the states NYC to visit our lovely sus and yen and bUBBLE! hehehe also to attend their graduation!

in aug, will be my 21st birthday >.<

sept will be gonggong's birthday~!

also one secret event! ahahah i must remember to attend!!!

oct marks the end of our 8th anniversary and the new beginging of our 9th anniversary!

in the later year or in the next holiday, we are planning to have a bag pack travel to TW , HK, JApan, Philipines in one month :P with our old frens as well~ ((: full of events!! love this year!

幸福是什麼？幸福其實是可以很簡單的。

溫暖我的手心，足以溫暖我的心~

2009-04-07T01:59:00.000-07:00

hong kong trip with gonggong.. to visit our old fren

enjoying every moment with you

love hk police!

jump jump bought sth for himself
this looks like the scene i always see in hk show >.< ahha

wishing tree !
best taxi driver!
together we made a wish

his and mine
(:

gongong say we wil sure go hk often de... >.<>

updates

2009-04-07T01:15:00.000-07:00

Went Taiwan with Marc to visit my mama in march.. over the weekend. it was short.. and precious.. i wish i could spent more time with my mom... i wish i could bring her over in singapore. i wish i can be back in Taiwan to stay by her side... i miss her...

i also visited my first bao mu.. (baby sitter? nanny??)

歲月不饒人。。。

my bao mu..

she took care of me and my cousins when my mom was busy doing business.. i was with her since 2 months old ((:

我的最愛

Jimmy哥 & Tiffany 姐姐

valentine

New baby.. SJQ 9 T

random nite..

surprise party on the yacht for Tommy's 18th.

attachment at Moore Stephens.. an audit firm.. rank 7th in sing and 8th in the world~ good experience (:

Nite out @ Town

Met up with Min

Gtr meeting in singapore

2009-04-07T01:03:00.000-07:00

Gong attended Gtr meeting in singapore last week. had 38 owner turn up..

more photos to come~ ((:

gong gong let me drove it once~ just short short while only! hehehe >.<>

SJH 9 R

JP

2009-02-26T10:04:00.000-08:00

Exam is over..

intern is starting..

i am flyng back to tw in 3 hrs time.. 27th 8.30am

will update blog when i am back~ vlantine.. tom's suprise celebration.. and blablabl~

will miss you...

happy chinese NIU yeah! ^^

2009-01-27T08:04:00.000-08:00

Went to batam to celebrate new year with gonggong's family ^^

while buying snacks with gonggong.. found these few lanyard reli nice!! i love the checkered!! turqouise ! brown pinK!! woohoho~ ahhaha the mini is for jiamin de ^^ hee~

Our Ang bao~ >.< :P heheh gong and tom got cheques >.<

spot anything?
TA la~~! small jump jump disgusing amongst the orangeeeeessss~ :P

恭喜发财！红包一个来！呵呵！

Went to Vista with Mar, Tom, Gong and i
那边的风景好美哦！风也好大哦！是一个晚上很不错去的地方哦！^^
walking along the beach @ gonggong's harbour..
i am so happy for gongong's baba.. his harbour is almost done up... hotels,Pubs, Bars, restuarants, food courts, jet skis, blablabla~now thinking of the name for the upcoming shopping mall ~ ^^

oya~ gonggong say new car is coming in! cant wait to see!! hehehe CLS~~~~~ >.<and YES!! I AM GOING TO HK TO FIND ANNA ON THE MARCH TO APRIL! and GOING TO NY FOR SUS AND YEN'S GRAD IN MAY!!! WUHOO!!!! CANT WAIT!!!

HONG KONG! NEWYORK! I AM COMING!!!

save save save! save $$$! :P

On 26th Jan 2009 Headlines Gongong's baba on the left. gonggong say susy and yeni should be able to see the newspaper in NY also ^^ see their baba's effort is being recongised!!
http://www.thejakartapost.com/news/2009/01/20/sby-kicks-batam-free-trade-zone.html

"President Yudhoyono also inaugurated eight projects in the manufacturing sector worth US$604 million, three in the tourism sector valued at Rp 250 billion (US$22.3 million) and one port project worth Rp 1.2 trillion, as well as two hotel expansion projects worth $30 million.

These projects will create more than 12,000 new jobs. "

(Quote from the article)

gong gong must be very proud of his daddy.. not just merely a business man who earns money.. but a man with wisdom make full use of his ability to help.

"the greatest shall serve" i guess this is wad it means..

grow grow..
i love you my hair~ hehehe
so please grow :P

mama, How are you doing?
i miss you so..

Dave's wedding 18.01.09

2009-01-18T10:53:00.000-08:00

Anna, thank you for the christmas present~ see i am wearing your gift on this speacial day ~ ^^

First time attending a wedding with gonggong~ ^^ 第一次出席重大场面好紧张哦！~:P
didnt feel the "special feeling" only until i was at the entrance..

signing in with gong gong.. and dropped the red packet for the new couple in that box that was filled with all the wishes from their family.. and friends..

18.01.09 means so much to Dave and Eileen

watched the videos.. saw their pictures ever since they were borned and until they met each other and happy ending and til today's marriage..i was so touched..

Dave's bros ( including GTR's Club, including gong gong ) woke up early in the morning, at 5am..get ready.. by 6am all the guys.. drove to the girls place.. 好美丽的一天啊！and it looks so grand when all the GTRs drove together to pick up the bride! >.< hee~ the footage was realy funny~ heheh.. all the girls were trying so hard to test Dave.. i guess Eileen must be so anxious while waiting in her room.. >.<

12 hrs later.. the night that the lovely couple have been waiting for..
the lights were off.. spot light was on them...the song "perfect moment" was played.. 100 over tables with all the people they care and love were watching this loving couple..witness the "walk", down this special aisle, signifies eternalty...

在一起那么久，
等的就是这么一天地道来。。
守护着身旁的彼此，
一起走上铺红地毯地走廊。。
意味着，两人愿意长相思守一辈子。。
永不分离。。
这样的喜悦与幸福。。
害我都忍不住流泪

haha.. i was so focus through out the whole ceremony and forgot about taking pictures~! all i have were photos taken before and after! >.<

jump jump keep saying he also wanna go...

but.. jump jump no fomal wear... so cannot go in~ :(

first time... helping each other to get dress up.. trying out the tie.. the blazer.. and everything.. the feeling.. 好幸福哦~

gongong not gonna wear tie.. hehe coz he say he wanna wear the ring necklace >.<

deng deng deng deng ... deng deng deng deng..deng deng deng deng deng deng deng deng deng deng...

they share their happiness with every one~ >.<

太可爱了！呵呵~

gonggong.. i am in love with you again~
love the expressive you.. >.<
i am so touched by what you have written for us~
reli~.. i totaly agree with you..

My Friends,

TKPS is not just a school to me,
Its a place where I grew up,
Its a place where most of my memories came from,
Its a place where I found my love,
Its a place where I don't mind waking up at 8am on Sat for class,
Its a place where I used to play soccer,
Its a place where I make friends with my teachers,
Its a place where all our surname is made fun of,
Its a place where I am proud of,
Its a place where I met all my true friends,

I know it seems unfair for you guys who were overseas,
But thats where we're made of, all of us...
I dont think we're just passerby in our life.
Though I know it's rather impossible to organise a Massive Reunion,
I strongly believe that at one point, it may be 2010,2020, who knows?
We will all gather at the same place again.

Anyway, Happy birthday to Alexander Asmin of 6 Diligence

Happy birthday to Muhammad Al Arif Bin Danial of 6 Dilligence

Happy birthday to Jonny Suparman of 6 Empathy

(a piece of message tag in facebook by jimmi ho from 6 Faith dedicating to all our TKPS friends)

i am so proud to say..
hi, my name is Peggy Pan Bei Yi,
i was from TKPS,
6 Charity

kiss me and hold me tightly close to you
kiss me and whisper sweet words that are true

A Marriage of two,
is for love that is true...

i will wait for the day..
when we are both ready to say
i do..

high

2009-01-15T08:23:00.000-08:00

我的生活，要你管！少来烦我了~！

好久没有自拍了。。哈~

跟真正的朋友最自然。。不做作。。再丑我还是我

上课不专心的时候~:P

>>> @ st james power station.

When you have come to accept someone,
for who he/she is,
all you see is his/her beauty.

quote from ssa's blog

>>> Him: so what you girls think about european guys?
Cia: They got big Dicks!
ssa: OMG! you're suppose to keep that to yourself!
cia: opppppsss. heehee~
cheebye luh this girl, love her when she's high!

so do i (:

就算他杀人放火，
他还是我爸爸，
我不会接受另一个，他。

免谈

Don't love someone you can live with,
Love someone you cant live without.

it's my life

2009-01-06T09:25:00.000-08:00

B.E.I.Y.I 贝貤

so long didnt customised this kind of things le! heheheh the feeling sho nice~ heheh~ >.< bell bell~ linglingling~ >.< hee~

so addicted to this DJ stuff~ hehehe~ but stil dunnoe how to operate.. must conquer this system!!!

Dance as though no one is watching you,
Love as though you have never been hurt before,
Sing as though no one can hear you,
Live as though heaven is on earth.

i really miss you guys~
so much so that i dun wanna ever update the blog again until the next renion.. >.<

last but best.

2009-01-05T09:30:00.000-08:00

WELCOME BACK! hehe our annual gathering.. this year is in indonesia~ ^^ hee~ so we had our count down in indo as well~ (:

this year we have wil,vid,pen,li,van,pang,ho,tom,peg ^^ missing rico ricky alex anna meiyun marissa, nadya,sheila blablabl......alot more -_-.. cant name finish~

oyes~ susy welcome back too!! >.< hheheh~ although you going back to newyork soon.. but dun worry! i am saving hard! so this year MAY can attend your graduation with jim and your family! :P see you there!!! CANT WAIT! HOHOHOHO~!

and all the best for mark one more year to go man~!! ^^

OUr visit to our beautiful memories!! hehehe~ TKPS~ :P

pen

HO

Pang

vid

wil

Peg

our GTO

our stage~

2008... so fast... 2009... our time was 2002~ >.<

the boys once again

stil remember our lockers~ heehe.. where we use to pass love letters!!! wooo~Hooo~ shyshy~ :P

my class

his class

those were the days...

we made a mess >.<

朋友一生一起走

the corridor~~~~ where we hold hands~where we fight.. where we peep..where we pass messages.. where we being punished~ >.< hehe

our classrooms..

how much i hope we can wear the uniform once again..

the most unique uniform ever~ ! our desgin!

jim said.. if we wake up in tkps classroom now.. and everything was back in place.. what will we do??

wil said.. if he had a chance again he wil point 2 middle fingers instead of one to our dear miss rinda.. and when she start scolding.."you foreginers! indonesians...blalblablal..," he will be enjoying to hear them all... ^^

breaking the rules.. breaking the windows.. the glasses.. the utensils.. were what we did.. going up the stage receive prices or punishments.. were what we love..going to tanjongkatong primary school is what we miss doing.

poker night.. hehehe

fighting for soft soft bed to slp >.< hee~

the winner!!!hahaha

千杯不醉！hehehe

had our count down with fireworks..tgt,our hands let those beautiful fireworks into the sky,

gonggong said.. perfect moments and happy moments are always so short.. whats left were those beautiful memories that last.

00:00 everyone is busying calling to send best wishes ((:

wil is so cute here! heheh~

was living in gonggong's hotel.. and this is gonggong's hotel manager from swiss-bel.. thank you stephen!

didnt manage to jet ski.. so we play racing! hehehe~ >.<

sunrise? or sunset?

so happY~ hee.. got new ipod touch for my DJ system! gonna mix songs wor!! love it!! and yeah.. new phone!! blue icecream! ^^

i thought..practice makes perfect..

but i was told..no one is perfect..

today.. i realise..perfect, is subjective..

because you can be perfect to me..

i had a perfect moment with YOU guys

merry christmas!

2008-12-26T10:20:00.000-08:00

here i am to update lor!! >.< hee~

@ town~ ^^

Danzation~ <3 breaking the boundaries.. >.<

"inspire and touch the world through music and dance"

GTR meeting~ ^^ and photo shoot~ (:

room warming~ ^^

CHRISTMAS!!

i reli love this photo.. i reli reli do..~
虽然不是我的家人。。但是我真的可以感受的到有家人一起分享快乐的喜悦。。^^

the most amazing present i have ever gotten.. >.< a DJ system~ i love it!
Thank you gonggong~ ^^ <3

珍惜

我

2008-12-20T12:02:00.000-08:00

我像是任性走失的小孩
紧紧抱着孤单

我是被你遗忘的精采
你却带着记忆离开

你在我脆弱时给了我温暖，
谁也无法取代。
但我们都曾明白也都曾经遗憾
一旦错过就难以重来

一个人哭泣

让我任性一次，好吗？

2008-12-18T10:13:00.000-08:00

我快要压抑不住我的情绪了。。

好大的一个考验啊。。

我可以做到吗？

现在的我，并不想做一个坚强的人，我只想做一个任性的小孩。。

让我任性一次，好吗？

最后的，最艰难的，最漫长的四十八小时。。。
到了

我的他"s"

2008-12-17T11:32:00.000-08:00

"peg, you see jumper keep want to squeeze in.. !"

hee~jump jump very naughty!

finally~ no jumper photo! hahah >.<

behind the scene..~
"no..jumper..no...come down jumper~"

"不听话的小孩！该打！"

o..no... gong gong lose to jumper~ ahhahahaa :P oops~! -_- hahah!

<3

finly found christmas present for gonggong le.. but he doesnt want to tell me christmas where we going.. so i bought sth tt is small enough to carry anywhere everywhere.. ! hee so i can stil give on time~

没人懂..

睡不着觉的我~

2008-12-15T12:30:00.000-08:00

Paint it green, make it clean!

hahah.. IE project on environment..~

:P do up posters brochurs..to attract everyone to go roller blade cycling to pick up litters tgt!! ^^ >.<

Went haji lane~ ^^

dun lyk sheesha(dunoe how to spell~ ) >< very smelly! :P bleahx~

my jumper bei bully le~ :'(

haha~

hmm..some opinion of the recent watched shows.. hmm.. preferance ranking from least to most ^^ quanrantine actualy is the english version of REC.. but.. i think REC is much nicer.. its the original one.. in spanish though.. but the story makes more sense.. and i reli think one day there may be disease that is somehting like this.. pass through blood.. through air born..is not impossible.. looking at the rate the world's techonolgy is improving and also the endless experienment.. jsut like this show; a father(scientist), trying to find a cure for his daugter who had a kind of illness(call trauma or sth? like cancer ,there isnt any cure, and symtops just like normal flue).. many tries but failed.. until there was once finaly there is some positive reaction with the cells..however there is side effect of becoming violent reaction from the cells..(acording to REC not quarantine)

abit disappointed.. thought that its gonna be something like the day after tomorrow.. touching and all.. but its quite a peaceful show.. just emphazie on human's behavior.. which i think is true.. invented many things improving life style... and taking natural resource for granted.. now that the earth is depleting.. human stil dun realise we are the cause of everything..haha

action show~ ^^ showing so much of the main guy's maness.. but kind of forget that double o seven suppose to be a show which focus on high techonology show??

its quite heavy..but i realy like it.. ^^

my favorite~! love it ! simply love it!!! >.< is so taiwan! make me feel like going back to taiwan so much~

enjoyed reading these few months.. >.< always think of writing my own life story.. its like a small little dream to achieve.. and now.. i am very sure i will do it.. but not when i am studying.. i want to write a story of my life .. maybe when i am more matured also.. and when things falls into place more or less..so that my story book would have a ending(jiaodai)~ ^^

these few days crazy over comics.. :P

too many to intro.. so this one.. most current and i like it most! >.< 独领风骚！

so addicted.. cant wait every month to wait got the author to draw faster!!! >.< :P hehehe

another one is call 河神的新娘~ the title so traditional.. but damn..the drawing is F***ing nice~ ahhaha >.< this is the main reason why i like this both comic the most.. the author realy draw until veryvery nice!!! >.<

这几个月好辛苦。。
好像没天都在和咳嗽药水一样的苦~
尤其是这最后一个礼拜。。
就有如药水快喝完的最下面。。最苦。。

test over!

2008-12-13T11:05:00.000-08:00

第一！

考完试咯！爽！哈哈啊！

之前ｋ书ｋ的可凶了哦！　呵呵

第二！考到驾照咯！呵呵！开心！＞．＜　

第三！
考试前，在一家ｍｉｎ介绍的海鲜餐厅和小红的初次共敬晚餐

第四!
染了一头黑发～　换个心情！　感觉不错哦！我喜欢！呵呵～

第五!

wanli can back singapore to visit us! we spent so much time on LEFT 4 DEAD! ahhaha but i love it anyway! kind of addicted~ :P heheh cant wait for chinese new year!! everyone is coming back!!!Andy! david! wanli! rico ricky! william! steven! alex! stanley! whoever!!all come back!!!then we can go indo tgt!!! >.< hehehe at frist was suppose to be on christmas~ but looks like christmas going either cruise or HK? with 杰~ i dunoe~ hahahah

第六!

前几天小姨丈来新加坡出差！就顺道吃个饭聚一聚！还说好了明年再找大家一起来玩哦！呵呵！好期待哦！！

第七！

chilling~ ^^ in mua place~~ >.<

~her sunshine~

第八！
Drinking session~ @ matt's place

this woman whole nite singing : "你知道我在等你吗！？　"

第九！
qitao birthday~ ^^

第十！

bought a new phone! i love it! 好古典哦！jumper also love it! hee! >.< i love to use it to call people! cauze i get a chance to dial the longer way!! >.< i like i like!! it rings like the 60s too!! if at nite wanna call me.. and noe tt i am home! call my house phone!!! HAHAHAH!!!

第十一！
before i renovated my room sweet room, and was packing and packing.. i just realise i have caught and spent so much on these dolls!! there were all caught from cineleisure 9th floor!! ahhahaa >.<

also found this letter box.. inside got so much memories! >.< found my authograph book in P6 also~~ ~ewewewew~ ahhhaha :p

and the original copy of our JP logo~ :P

第十二！found this place not bad.. at jewel box.. 我跟杰去兜风找宵夜时找到的～那边的夜景好美！

第十三！found gong's hotel on magazine!!! so cool! >.<

最后，我的男朋友乘我在睡觉的时候，想要偷偷的画:我的女朋友。。BUT! 他不会写！哈哈

high~

2008-11-25T09:06:00.001-08:00

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! >.<

另一个自己

2008-11-23T07:22:00.000-08:00

i felt it..

i really do..

Anthem of our Dying Day - Story of the Year

i was wrong,
i thought dance would be something i can do,so that i can forget all my life misery..
because when i dance i think of nothing..

but no... i was wrong,the only way i could release them, let it go and set myself free is to put whatever i have gone through into dance..

dance every step with every single bit of my life experience..

Meredith kerr i Thank you.. for everything you have given to us.. thank you

"someone who love the sunshine, will never dance in the rain"

另一个自己。

我的生活

2008-10-27T18:12:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Jumper的哥哥~ hee >.<

上星期去看杰的新家建得怎样了(:

满快的哦.. 第一楼和地下室都盖好了,

昨天再去的时后二楼也差不多了, 但是没拍照>.<

最近好累好忙! 一直在搞房子的事情~ 虽然是自己第一次做室内设计,还满兴奋的,

不知道会不会成功,但真的好辛苦,从不知道这是一件那么难的事情.

到时候弄好了再给你们看吧! (:

到时候也欢迎好友光临((:

等你们哦~ ^^

最近读的四本书:

有其中之两本书的作者是藤井树 (这时我的答按 & 听苯金鱼唱歌) 我最喜欢的作者! ^^

好像真的只有他的书我会读得很投入,那种恨不得马上读完的感觉..真的很好看.

我看过他写的书,其中我最喜欢的两本,影像最深刻的就是

"我的 Mr.Right" 和

"我们不结婚, 好吗?"

从不知道, 一个"豆号"有那么得重要..

他的书真的都很好看, 不只是文笔好, 故事的内容也很赞哦!

那本"不要叫我周杰伦"我真看不下去~ 我翻了大概二十篇我就放弃了.. :( 文笔不是很棒也就算了,

结果还停流在同一幕上费话了二十多篇..还一直离题! 至少有六次! 简直是夸张~ -_-

所一如果想看看台湾的爱情小说,大学生活的故事, 找藤井树吧! :P

晚安~

天气晴，心情阴。

2008-10-17T13:30:00.001-07:00

突然发现站了好久

不知道要往哪走

还不想回家的我

再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我

就连我也有听过

我的快乐要被认可

委屈却没有人诉说

夜半信仰丛白剥落

拿掉防卫剩下什么

为什么脆弱时候

想你更多

如果你也听说

有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和

舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说

会不会相信我

对流言会附和

还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

懂我的人就你一个

想到你想起我

胸口依然温柔

许多话题关于我

就连我也有听过

我想我宁可都沉默

其实反而显得做作

夜半信仰丛白剥落

拿掉防卫剩下什么

为什么脆弱时候

想你更多

如果你也听说

有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和

舍不得要无可奈何

如果你也听说

会不会相信我

对流言会附和

还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

懂我的人就你一个

想到你想起我

胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说

有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多

冷漠的人就你一个

想到你想起我

胸口依然温柔

如果你想起我

你会想到什么？

天气晴，
心情阴。

转身不一定最软弱。。

未知数

2008-10-12T09:39:00.001-07:00

was packing my bag.. and found a piece of note with familiar hand writing on it..a poem written in chinese.....
my mom.. she wrote it.. i have no idea when did she write it,but.. somehow.. i found it at the right timing..

孤单不一定不快乐

得到不一定能长久

失去不一定不再有

转身不一定最软弱

懂得放手的人找到轻松

懂得遗忘的人找到自由

懂得关怀的人找到朋友

生命其实是未知数。。
世上没有什么事是一定的。。

搬家！我要搬家！

2008-10-09T13:46:00.000-07:00

最近在努力的找新家！

我要搬家了！

看了好多好多的地方。。

但没有一个满意的。。 >.<

想搬家的原因呢。。有三个！

第一，老公在不久后就会搬家去sentosa了。。
这样一来，我们就会有距离了。。我不要！平常去他家。。或是他来我家都没问题。。现在想到以后他送我回家后，自己再一个人开车回去。。路途那么远。。我会担心！
不可以！所以我要搬家！到他新家附近。。老公也赞成！

第二，我的学校离我现在的家太远了啦！
我要搬家！

第三，就是！我的房东！我受不了了！
我要搬家！

呵呵！:P

look at how bored we were..
went airport..
and...hahahah

red is gongong draw one.. black is me..hahahha!

he said..lets draw our fav charactor..

he say not fair i use two color..

so he also want to use 2 coulours

i say mine is stil nicer.. then he say..lets draw hp.. see who draws better..

and take a look at how he actualy divide the section! UNFAIR! pig head!
why mine so small?!
"you smaller than me wat..so use small one lor"pighead said.

yeah..so.. the handphone we drew.. OBVIOUSLY.. which one nicer hor??? ahhaha
then he say.. "i dun care.. draw again!" then i was like.. okay lor..the result stil gonna be the same rite? ahahha

ad take a look.. -_- gong said" look at mine.. so real..ahhahah!"

second one.. he said.. lets draw GTR..any part wil do...then i was like.. errr.. hahah imagining he put his GTR on the paper! HAhhahah !@#$%^ ooops~ hahahahanyway..yeah..mine stil nicer~ ahhaha

so he said.. dun care.. lets draw aeroplane.. he said girl sure cannot draw aeroplane one.. he sure wil be better..

and guess wat.. he just use his aeroplane bomb mine! and look at my CRASHED PLANE!
cheater! >.< hehh~

我想我可以习惯一个人生活

D & D Dinning

2008-10-09T13:02:00.000-07:00

dinner time!

拍照时间！

我照相技术不错嘛！！haha!

第一次。。那么美的舞姿。。

就呈现在我的眼前。。

感觉好像在看童话故事里的情节哦。。

好震撼。。

好动人。。

我大开眼戒了。。

也决定了。。

我要去外面继续学国际标准舞!(ballroom)

anybody interested can join me ^^

这次说什么我也不会停了~

if you realy want.. nothing will stop you..^^ hee~

人就是要活到老学到老嘛。。>.<

i appreciate ballroom,i do.

mama mia!

2008-10-06T15:22:00.000-07:00

MAMA MIA!

iF YOU DUN WATCH THIS! I WILL BOX YOU!!!

my gosh! this show~ is driving me CRAZY! man.. i love i sooOOooOO much!!
their voices~ just touch my heart! i reli dun know how to describe~ >.<

come on! it wont kil you to take your 15 mins to watch this~ dun miss it.. reli.

i have somehow arranged them in sequnce of the show..and of course~ hee~ i only pick
those i reli love de part~ :P

some are not in full..cause i cant find~but at least the part of the song is being captured~

TOtal there are 9 short videos~

1.MAMA MIA! trailor~

2. Honey honey (my 2nd fav :P)
Honey honey, how you thrill me, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, nearly kill me, ah-hah, honey honey
Id heard about you before
I wanted to know some more
And now I know what they mean, youre a love machine
Oh, you make me dizzy!

3.Money Money Money
I work all night, I work all day, to pay the bills I have to pay
Ain't it sad
And still there never seems to be a single penny left for me
That's too bad
In my dreams I have a plan
If I got me a wealthy man
I wouldn't have to work at all, I'd fool around and have a ball

Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Aha-ahaaa
All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world

4. Dancing qeen (my fav scene in the show! but some part got cut off:( )

You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen

Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for the place to go
Where they play the right music, getting in the swing
You come in to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the musics high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
Youre in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queenYoure a teaser, you turn em on
Leave them burning and then youre gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
Youre in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen

5.Lay all your love on me (3rd fav ^^ argh!! so nice!)
It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little smalltalk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still dont know what youve done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I dont have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear......

Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

6.MAMAMIA
Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.

7.SOS
You seem so far away though you are standing near
You made me feel alive, but something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love, it used to be so good

So when youre near me, darling cant you hear me
S. o. s.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. o. s.
When youre gone
How can I even try to go on?
When youre gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

8.The winner takes it all (my FAVORITE! 1st! i cry so badly... destiny.. fate..)

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

9. interviw w amanda

I love her!
the show start off by her singing "i have a dream" its soooo nice..but sadly.. i cant find the video~ :(

and guess what!! when these singers record their songs.. while they sing.. the show is flashing infront of their eyes..
so they will have more feel! >.< btw, the winner takes it all was ONE TAKE. just ONE TAKE! insane!

through out the show..my hair was standing! and my emotions went wild and crazy~ >.<

Gosh~ i dunoe how fantastic this dirctors, tis producers whoever are.. that link ABBA's song so Relevantly in this whole show! whole story!~ i reli love it!

and and and.. sound system is reli important to this show.. you noe, when i first watched it was in gold class.. and the sound system was so impactful.. however, the 2nd time i had it.. was reli.. quite bad.. i wouldnt say where..coz it rueins the reputation..but yeah..we got no choice..coz the show time of this flim is ending soon.. so it wun be showing in the main grand theaters.. yeah.. so Turn on your speaker before you press the play button!
and..please be alittle bit more patient to wait for each video to load ya ^^ hee~ enjoy!

mamamia

really hope you wil appreicate :P

cause, i reli wanna share this piece of art with all of you~ ^^ i used to play a few of ABBA's songs back in secondary school days.. back then, i didnt know how to appreciate it as much as i do now.. i am reli impressed by these group of people who produce this flim.. ((:

after watching the whole show.. i just felt like..

letting my heart out..

i was so moved..by their voics.. my heart so filled up with all the emotions..

and... i thought... the definition of dance.. was a little bit different.. now tt i look at dance in another perspective after i watch this show ! hee~ >.<

this is the kind of the girl tt impresses me..attracts me..talents, beauti, filled within.. and not just the appearence.. i adore this kind of woman..

天真
自然
不做作
充满着爱。。
自由。。
艺术。。
天份。。
热情面对着人生。。
内心的美。。胜于外在的一切。。
不是吗？

眼睛看得到的东西。。
心，不一定摸得到啊！

hmm..GO WATCH THE MOVIE B4 NO MORE! its not enough watchin it from here.!

alrite.. will update about the D&D dinning at chymes on saturday(4h oct) in the next post^^

so hard to breathe..

就快好了~

2008-10-02T03:54:00.000-07:00

thursday, windy~
woke up in the evening.. tried to clean some mess in the room..^^
then met gong,mar,sel for dinner..
at changi airport T3 imperial.
the food there not bad~ (: and learn a new dessert today~
好吃！

head to cine caught a movie.. and had some games ^^
BIG STAN~

oyeah.. i had 5 dollar coins..so went to play That thing~ hahaa
suprisingly my frist dollar i caught this!

and my last dollar.. caught this~ ahhaha

还蛮可爱的呢~

everwhere is playing danzation songs..reli..didnt noe the songs we used are so popular.. haha.. from music tt can be heard from NRA studio,to FANtazia..to danzation.. almost every song.. TAKA..sentosa..REDs salon.. ECP, Paragon..suntec..hahah even gonggong's car..usualy gong dun hear these songs de..but just nice..his cousion came singapore visit us.. and his girlfren.. he burn a CD and gong had it record in his car..literaly the whole CD is NRA..haha..from dun stop the music.. to low..to bleeding love..to apologise..all sorts..
i had those choeros flashing through my mind.. ^^
guess gong sense sth was wrong..he tried to turn off the song after awhile..but i told him..its okay..and we sang along with it.. and he actualy danced in the car~ HAhah ^^

wednesday, sunny day..
we all wanna go sentosa~ ^^ so excited about it.. >.<

me and leen planned to tan tan abit~ hee

BUT~... :( too crowded..totaly mountain people mountain sea... >.<

so..hai.. no choice~ we got to leave.. and change plan~

walk back to MRT station..

BYEBYE SENTOSA~

and.. HELLO CHINATOWN~

allegra intro us to this steamboat place.. so yeah.. we stroll our way there.. ^^

dunoe why.. naturally..we walk in twos..?? hee~ 好奇怪

here we are..~ BUFFET STEWAMBOAT~

relireli~

alotalot of fooD!!!

so shiok! >.<

好怀念台湾的刷刷锅哦！

清汤，微辣，麻辣！>.<

没了~哈哈

ORANGE~! we are eating orange! hee~ >.< oops~ haha.. the orange there reli reli reli very delicious! sweet sweet!

没了~！

OYES! this fried banana thingy~

is driving everyone crazy! seriously~ >.<

everybody love it! they are loving it!

look at their expressions! 不用说也知道~！

one plate two plate not enough~

we ask for lyk 10 plates? 嗯。。好像有那么多~哈哈^^

怎么吃都不腻~ :P

everyone shouted: banana 万岁！

hahhah~ >.< obviously 国府 is not a bad choice~ ^^

跟一大群朋友吃火锅竟然有除夕夜吃团圆饭的感觉！呵呵

but i still cant find my bubble tea! :(

marc 能够贴切的形容我的感觉
the desire to break free from societal expectations to instead pursue our dreams and aspiations.
frustration, because we cannot seem to achieve that.
and we are trapped within a confinement which we didnt even ask for in the first place

哈哈哈 code this from his blog~ about MAMAMIA~
Boring Singaporeans. In the US, loads of people in the cinema were singing and dancing in their seats so just enjoy it and have some laughs for a few hours.
~ when i first watch it with gong.. i was soooo tempted to jump~ and dnace and sing~ espeicaly those songs tt were once played in my secondary sch life.. >.< but i was too shy to do it man! ahhaha plus it was in gold class..if i reli do.. man.. will i get chase out?

BUT I AM
gonna watch with marc,jia,min again..this sunday.. i promise i will crazy with you this time round! ahhah~! who cares man~?! :P
isnt this life? ((:

do not judge,
do not assume,
because sometimes you are not perfect as well.

although she has left me, but i can stil remember what she taught me.

祸从口出，说出去的话就跟泼出去的水一样。。

是要负责的。。

因果循环。。

做人要懂得什么叫做谦虚。。

懂得礼义廉耻。。人生不止是关于物质上的需求和虚荣心。。

而要脚踏实地。。

用心去看看周围。。周昭的朋友。。

不要让一时的冲动，而失去珍贵的一切。。

人的心是脆落的。。

但不懂得人，只会用自己的自以为是的智慧去践踏和伤害这些宝贵的心灵。。

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

(: i think..its time for the wound to heal..
even if theres scar left.. its okay..
coz each time you fall.. you get stronger after picking up.. you will be less afraid to fall again.. and less painful each time..

-when you lose, dont lose the lesson-

red

2008-09-30T12:22:00.001-07:00

hmm.. before my red fade to rubbish color~
hee~ play with it first~ >.<

went studio today~ hmm..
ya.. i went studio today~

did some stretching~ and warm up with the freshie class~
love tt feeling~..and of coz.. miss tt feeling~

hmm~ but i got a good news! ^^ i suddenly can do a split.. reli sit down le~ so happy~
only the left side la..
dunoe why rite side cannot sit down eh~

..and had a chat with chan chan~ hhahah ^^ feel.. alittle ... kai xin ^^

O! tomorrow going out gaigai with leen ^^ ((: hee~ >.<
beach day! and city nite!

啦啦啦~

lalala~! la~ LA!! haha!

had movieSSS with gongong~ ahhaha kill time fast~ and i relilove to watch movie~ so fasinated by those profesionalism by directors.. actors..etc~ and best part.. story line! the whole plot! love it~! hahah

i reli love to watch movies that with twists~

MAMAMIA! i love it i lover it!!! LOVE IT!!! i am gonna watch one more time ths coming satuday.. with jia and marc~ hee~ simply love the songs..the voices.. reli~ >.<
so motivated.. and i reli want to go to places like in the movie... where i can jump into the deep blue sea whenever i want...freedom!

eagle eye~ damn nice also~ >.< worth watchig reli~ !! me and gonggong love both mamamia and eagle eyes~hee~

OOOOO!! ANDANDAND! hahaha! i passed my final theory test~ right now.. just waiting for practical test le! >.< soonsoon! my licence!! my supper!! hahahhah! coming!!~

this sat midnite gonna meet up with ssa they all~ ^^
gonna stay over at deon's place~ ^^ looking forward~ >.<

hehheeh~

die la.. i so lazy to clean my room~ can i dun clean? :( >.<
somebodY! help me~ :'( shift house shift house!!!! comeone! i need to find a new place.. i just cant stay at one spot more than 2 years ..reli.. never had i have a place tt i stayed for more than 2 years.. :(

i just dont uderstand.. a simple msg will take how much time?
if ppl dun reply sms.. then forget it.. i will not send to you anymore.. i shant bother.. and 我才不要热脸贴冷屁股！and the thing is, its not just once or twice~! its ALL THE TIME! what a stupid fool i am! this just show how fake a frenship can be.. wasting my time thinking you are my friend.. wasting my effort in typing you a msg.. wasting my brain juice and space..to keep you in my memory..wasting my money to send you a msg.. and in the end you dun even give a shit! enough! fuck off!

i love raining days~ (:

hmm.. feeling so vulnerable now adays..

occupy myself!

2008-09-29T11:57:00.000-07:00

我不要原地踏步！
我不要！

suddenly no dance.. everything in life seems to pause also..

and guess what i have done to myself~ stupid shit of me~
i was so frustrated..and dunoe where to let my emotions out. and guess what i did? i mess up my room~ and i mean reli MESS UP!

看看我潘小姐伟大的杰作！

oman.. everyday maintain my room clean clean.. and just within a few mins.. i have turn my room into disaster~ >.< how powerful i can be~

and this shit i got to clear at least a week i guess~
phew..

I WANT TO SHIFT HOUSE! I DONT WANT TO LIVE UNDER OTHER PEOPLE"S ROOF! I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITH STRANGERS LA!!!!!

cannot cannot cannot!
i cannot let myself be so free everyday! and keep upset~ keep cry~ i must not let those who love me and support me down.. i cannot let myself down! i must do sth!!! shit man..!

tell me "NO DANCE" is equal to,tell me "i want to break up with you"

CANNOT!

i must occupy myself to the FULLEST!
and must definetly think of ways to release my emotions without responsible for the consequences~ must be smart.. cannot be so stupid.. i angry.. i sad.. i mess up my room.. in the end.. I CLEAN! damn stupid~

okay~ here is my plan! hee~

first,got to clean up my room! and i want to start searching for new place to shift in..

i want to go library~ borrow books..借小说！台湾小说~ ^^ used to read as a hobby~ but cause of dance.. no more time for tt.. i shall do it now..

i also bought alot of comics to read! ^^

i want to watch kyle XY total there are 3 seasons~ hee~

fang intro me 命中注定我爱你.. i want watch also!

hot shoot~ 篮球火~！ i also watching!

tomorrow is my advance theory test.. maybe will fail..but nvm~ i have got lots of time now~! i will chiong to get my license! then i can drive to eat supper!! >.<

guitar and piano i should continue~

continue to draw~ (:

i want go KBOX!

我要去放风争！

i want to swim!

i want to go to the beach~ watch the sunrise,sunset, stars and moon~

i want to spend more time on myself!

aiyo~ alot more tt i want to do eh.. lazy type out la~ anyway
whoever got event just ask me okay?! i AM VERY FREE!!! go gai gai ask me! pei you ask me!ask xiaobei!!!

of course~ not forgetting to keep practicing my basics! hee~ since i was told tt cant dance danzaton (omg i just type this sentence out~ so brave xiaobei! siao!) nobody can stop me from dancing rite?! i shall continue practice regularly.. to prepare for after danzation ^^ hee~ I WILL NOT GIVE UP!

and and and...
hee~ 我想要好好的陪陪我的他~ ^.^
<3

O! F1 is over! >.<
at first gona watch live.. but in the end ..gong gong and i decided to go lester's house for poker~ hold a party there.. call a few friends over..to watch F1 race at the sametime.. poker.. soccer.. and food!! hee~ much more comfortable! >.<

现在的我。。会对下雨天的天空微笑哦！(:

"You can dance anywhere, even if only in your heart."

"Why do I dance?.....Why do I breathe?"

"If you say you can you can, but if you say you can't your right!"

Hakuna matata

please wait

emotions

night cycling

really love the song "cry" by kelly clarkson

i hate bee/wasp

updates

Gtr meeting in singapore

JP

happy chinese NIU yeah! ^^

Dave's wedding 18.01.09

high

it's my life

last but best.

merry christmas!

我

让我任性一次，好吗？

我的他"s"

睡不着觉的我~

test over!

high~

另一个自己

我的生活

天气晴，心情阴。

未知数

搬家！ 我要搬家！

D & D Dinning

mama mia!

就快好了~

red

occupy myself!

搬家！我要搬家！