● take a step back @ Friday, September 26, 2008 ●
thank you for all the sacrifices you have made for me..
i appreciate..
好久没有这样散散心了。。 谢谢你愿意为我。。和陪我。。我的好朋友。。
gongong's birthday.. he didnt want to celebrate.. so just make it simple.. call a few good frens stay over.. at one degree.. have poker.. chats.. food.. shows.. watsoever.. yeah..
ivan chin and kok came over to join us as well.. ^^
my baby always secretly wear my grey pants..
he will put his one leg in.. and say..bobo very comfortable.. where you buy one??
haha.. yeah.. so i got him a set of hiphop wear..
a hoody made by me.. our logo..=Jp=
a pair of grey sweat pants..
a pair of white black red nike high cut dancing shoes..
one red and one black double X L tee shirt..
all for him.. ^^
first time see him wear hiphop.. >.< 有被电到哦~ hee~
那天晚上的我。。无法用言语形容。。
whatever that happens.. i accepted.. for a reason..and only one,
cause i have my friends loving me..
in some people's eyes.. dancing is nothing.. it is not practical.. it is not something that is worth to spant time on..however for some.. it is their life..
yes.. everyone has different values in life..
just when i found mine.. it just slips away right infront of my eyes..
of coz.. nobody to blame..but myself..
for those who bothers to noe.. and i bother to tell you.. you would have known what have happened to me that make me ... 抛开一切的。。只要跳舞。 and you would have understood why taking dance away from me.. its just so...killing me.. to someone, if you think you noe. please..forget about it..dont behave like someone who knows everything.. and like the whole world need you to be around.. or you got to be tt someone.. or i should say.. you probably dun even know which is your true self.. because you are so fake that.. you got to put on a mask.. and pretend you are someone else.. and so to make everyone likes you.. or even the center of attraction..sorry.. i have to say i reli despise andhate such people..
pathetic
ever since this incident happened.. yes, at first i couldnt accept it..however, this force me to take a step back..and i just realise.. i have miss out so much .. so much.. so much of beautiful things in my life.. also so much lies.. because.. i was so over with "my days".. so over with "my life"
有时候，放慢自己的脚步，看看周昭的一切。。或许会有意外的收获。。
虽然我害怕。。虽然我很伤心。。
但是为了那些爱我，关心我和为我的朋友，我会更坚强。。
thank you yew,mel..and whoever were inovlved for your chocolates..snacks..etc..
我心情不好。。就会吃。。。呵呵。。谢谢。。
yew.. although you told me things that are so realistic.. tts so unbearable to my ears.. but somehow.. and i dunoe how.. and i dunoe why.. i am comfortable for whatrever you told me.. and i sincerely thank you for supporting me.. and showing your care and concern .. tt night.. especialy..
melise,thank you for just being beside me.. not a word.. but i can feel.. you care.. thankx~
wangqing,qianyan, thank you for making an effort to message me.. and encourage me.. this seems to be small actions.. but to me.. it means a huge lot to me.. i will not give up.. for tt i promise
J.lim, girl..i am reli touched by you.. reli.. thankx for whatever you have done for me.. i love you~ ^^
leen, thankx for supporting and trusting me..
von.A thank you for caring for me.. and chat with me at the stairs.. at least i know you care..although you always very guyguy~ hee
thank you nicole, for the offline message..
thank you zixiang, thank you peggy,thank you jaei,thank you huiting thank you JJ, thank you Yutong.
von.s,joyce,qianyan,wangqing,yew,ivan,ann,mel, thankx for your hugs..
给了我多一份力量。。
chan.. thankx for your kiss~ ^^ haha
last but not least.. thank you IVAN, CHIN AND KOK for coming down.. even its already so late.. so tired.. and i heard about the meeting with ann.. i roughly noe wat happened.. as i have said.. different ppl..holds different value.. for some.. they sees the big picture.. tts the value they have.. for you, watever you would do,all out, give everything just for friends.. tts your value.. there is no right or wrong.. ^^ if you wanna say wrong.. probably like wat i told chin.
xiaobei:"chin, only if i dun love dancing? so all these problem will not surface?"
chin:"不可能"
haha
(:
all i wanna say is i reli love you..
i thought i was so tired.. over everything.. sometimes even feel like.. why should i weigh this friendship so heavy..when the opposite don?
but..
you all make me realise sth..
i have lost myself over the years here.. in signapore..
i was not who iam ...
你们。。为我。。为朋友的付出
。。让我找回自己。。
我。。潘贝貤。。最珍惜的就是这种友情。。
轰轰磊磊的生命。。精彩的一辈子。。自由的人生。。
我要努力的过生活。。
这才是我想要的。。
不被任何人左右。。
我的人生。。我自己来做决定。。我掌握。。
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我
there are so much to say.. but i will not say.. 因为。。是我的朋友就会知道。。我想说什么..
^^
反正。。
心情不好就搞搞头发
换个新感觉咯。。
呵呵^^
全面一新~ （：
心情不好就跟朋友出去咯。。
for someone..pei le wo 2 days in a roll.. neglect watever responsibility..or schedule.. there suppose to be ... just to pei wo...
时间已做了选择
什麽人叫做朋友
偶而碰头心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过
理想类似的生活
太多感受绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错
难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗
能让视野不同与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门
让世界(变)开阔
love you lots..
all i can say is thank you..
thank you for trusting and believing in me..thankyou for being my friend
IM HAPPY WITH YOU!
