● @ Friday, December 7, 2007 ●
i have tried.
a thousand times.
i am tired.
i am confused.
why must u say all those hurting words?
my heart is broken.
so many things just keep overwhleming me..
i am tired just facing them all by myself..
her situation has worsen..i dunoe to look for who for help..
she is throwing so much burden on me..when i just wanna live lyk a normal girl..
but i cant let go or give up on her..coz she is all i have..losing her is losing my one and only family..
but why is she doing all these to me???
yet i have to press all my sadness dwn just to give a smile to her on the phone...
who is gona give me tt smile?
he doesnt understand me..maybe he dunoe who i am...
should i stop doing what i love doing becoz of someone who i love yet dunoe what i love? for not knowing who he is loving..for not loving who i am..
how sad it can be when my only two loves havent even seen me doing wat i love to do even once.Not even once...
sometimes i just need someone to watch over me..be by myside..protect me..to share the joy share the burden..share the warmth..or maybe just listen..dream with me..sing with me...laugh and tear with me...and..
dance with me..
when i was young,
never needed anyone
and making love was just for fun
those days have gone
living alone
i think all my friends i have known
when i telephone
nobody's home
all by myself
dun wanna be
all by myself
anymore
hard to be strong
sometimes i feel insecure
不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
if only you could be someone who love dancing,i would be the happiest girl in the world..
peggy pan bei yi!!! stop blogging all the sadsad things le >.< u are making urself and ur frens more sad!!!life is just lyk tt~slp eat dance and forget it!haha soooo~ stop!!! hahhaha from now onwards~ i am gona be a happy girl~ be myself..be pan bei yi~ be who am i~
i am happy girl!!! HEhehe ((:
good nite world~
wanan to all my love ones~
Asquare:"all i wanna say is..i love you <3"
pantanngongtay+aynur:" nice to meet you,my name is peggy pan bei yi..wana tell u sorry for the wrongs and thank you for all u have done for me..and ..i just wanna say i miss you.. <3 loves"
oyeah~ i wil post pics soon!!!
everybody! jiayou for common test!!! :P
SMILE!!!
~i wanna dance on the rainbow~
whos gonna join mE??!!whhoooohohoh~! >.<
IM HAPPY WITH YOU!
