● @ Sunday, November 18, 2007 ●
alot to update..alot photos suppose to be up now..but i was realy busy..with my inqbox business,with projectS,dance prac,tutorials,studies,mom's stuff,and my own personal stuff..just so busy...i love to be chong shi..but not to this extend tt i have not been slping~
i reli curse those ppl who take my help for granded! curse their eyes grow on their ass hole! curse their hands' and legs' hair grow to the ground!and step on them accidently and trip over! and land on their head and hit the rock! curse they choke to death of drinking water! of breathing in oxygen~! of blinking their eyes! watever they do!!!
serious, i threw my phone away so fucking many times just becoz those bitches call and call and call and call!!!!!! call not to just say hI! infact they dun say hi they only say "peggy,can u help me this help me that!" hello! ur fucking mother didnt give birth u a pair of hands and legs isit?! if everything i am doing for u! then give me ur fucking life! i live for YOU!
FUCK YOU!
my backbone reli hurts..and it hurts my heart too..for not being able to dance...
i went to raffles hosipital check up today. coz i finaly felt the sharp pain followed by the numbeness on my right leg.. i noe this time is serious...
i cant push anymomre..
since 2yrs ago i have been pushing it too much...until last friday..i couldn feel my right lower part of the body...
now tt i cant sit , i cant stand, i only can lie down to not feel the pain..
anw,tuesday report wil be out..hope the result would sth positive..
i just wanna continue to dance...
IM HAPPY WITH YOU!
